Thursday, May 31, 2012

Regrettable Travails


I run barefoot, with the wind teasing my hair back
I run for the joy of the salty sea spraying my face
I run away from nothing, and toward everything
Did you follow me just for your whim of chasing?

I travel life’s forests and deserts seeking truths
An errant child with a warbled time machine
I travel back and forth unforgiving myself
Were you a mirage or a misjudgement?

I know I should keep running,
I know I shouldn’t turn back and look
Yet I get persuaded over better sense,
Like the onlookers in a road accident
Why did you turn out to be,
Like the apparition in my dreams?

It is amazing now when I think back,
What that sinking resigned feeling echoes
Realizing I’m in the wrong bus, yet riding on
Why did you not stop at that look in my eyes?

Love or hate is no laughing matter
Was it curiosity or jealousy that egged you on,
You outran me, jumped at me from behind
And said boo,
I’d forgive you for that, but
Why did you make hate to me?

Music Room


Amidst swirling smoke you were a vision in white
A new face yet somehow familiar
Things you said not to my face, made it hard to lock sight
With you, yet you were hard to look away from

Like a pair of magnets in the hands of a naughty child
I was drawn to you, unmindful you sat painfully afar
You sipped your drink and I got high, one smile of yours, I was beguiled
Music rained and I was a-drench, still the thirst I just couldn’t quench

Love makes friends of enemies, lovers, enemies of friends they say
They saw their worst fears dance alive in our eyes,
Ban our meetings, censor our speech and actions they may, 
Banishing you from my heart is like wishing away hours from a day

From time immemorial my love, it takes but a fleeting moment
To unearth a new world, an innocent brush and man discovered fire,
A split second for the big bang to mobilise all that was dormant
There was a brush; there was fire, an explosion and a stairway to heaven

My sweet torment, ours is one love with no expectation but love,  
We were together before birth; we will be together after death
Like God and Time, our journey knows no start nor end, up above
We have a dimension where you are as close to me as thought is to mind